A bunch of stuff.....

Well yesteday was my cousin's 21st birthday, and last month i made up my mind to throw yet another surprise party. At least he showed and some of his friends showed, it was actually fun, i had trick candles an it was kinda funny seeing him blow out the candles over and over again lol. The only down fall was i had reservations at a club to continue our party, but he told all his friends to meet him at a club in Nashville, so i had to cancel. Another bad thing is nobody really ate the cake i bust my ass on, and the jello shots didn't leave as fast as i'd hoped. Anywho, the end of the night was awesome, i spent time with my sister and cousin, we watched movies, ate, and laughed all night, well till 3am lol. The funny part about the whole night was, about 5 people didn't show up, at 10:55pm they started texting me with some of the most lame excuses or reasons they didn't show. One was well my friend who wasn't invited changed her mind so i decided to change mine to, the other was even though i'm always at your house, for some reason i couldn't find your house this time, and the best one of all was even though i'm a big dude nd i wear my clothes small, i can't find any clothes to wear, they're all small lol LAME. Anywho, it was a good party without them there. Now enough about the party, it's time to talk about something more serious, My dad's birthday is on memorial day, and every year we go to texas for either his birthday, father's day, my birthday, or christmas. Any time we traveled to texas it was either by car or bus, I don't do airplanes, well this year i guess they want to torture me lol, i'm going with my sister and she's all about flying, so i have until tomorrow to convince her to either take a bus or drive. I was told about this friday, and i've been trying to convinvce her since then and it's not working lol nor is anybody on my side lol. I'm scared to fly for lots of reasons, one i've been terrified since i was a kid, i always thought they were going to fall on me, second, sept.11, 2001 didn't help at all, nor did all the crashes and complications after that. Now days you have to go through so much at the airport i don't mind that but, Is it true that they can randomly search your bag when your not present? I don't think that's right, i would rather them do that while i'm present so i can make sure they put all of my things back. I feel like i may need to be sedated or something in order to do this, If i make it there and back safely, i'm Never doing it again. I also feel like i'm being pressured to do this and it's totally not fair. What do you think?