I cannot tell you all what it means to me when I see how so many of you are reading my writings. It lifts my spirit beyond the heavens and revives my spirit to the point where even if I feel a may want to give in or give up I don't. I live another day because I know no matter how alone I feel, I know there are those who feel the same as me and are lead to read what I have written. It means the world to me, and for that I cannot say enough. So what I feel I cannot say, I shall write, and pray your eyes if need find some comfort here. Thank you. I have been away for awhile and have gathered many more writings I shall post very soon.